compromise

compromise
love is compromise
compromise
love is compromise
right before your eyes
it takes off your disguise
love is compromise
oh oh, compromise

it would be nice to hold someone tonight
to feel the softness of a lover's touch
to rest against a supple breast, alright
sometimes i miss a hug so much
but complications and controls
the human mind has other goals
confused hearts judge and condemn
other bodies and souls
is that the way the cookie rolls?

i don't want to buy or sell you
don't want you to own me
promises can come later
with the illusion of eternity

what i am trying to say is
tomorrow is light years away
and i don't want to waste any energy
on what might or might never be
or words we do not want to say
today

so please don't tell me lies
and dreams can keep for when we sleep
speak to me with your hands and thighs
let this moment make love so deep
that there is no other time
no alibis
just compromise

compromise
love is compromise
compromise
love is compromise
right before your eyes
it takes off your disguise
love is compromise
oh oh oh, compromise

if tomorrow you're still here
maybe we will grow to care
and reach for more things to share
be together everywhere
but each moment matters more
and the one that came before
and the one that's yet to be
that's tomorrow's fantasy

right now i feel you next to me
and inside you can feel me rise
touch the moment's reality
dive into each others eyes
form the bond between our lips
bring heaven down from the skies
unison dance in our hips
this is love without the lies
no other place no other time
no alibis
just compromise

compromise
love is compromise
compromise
love is compromise
right before your eyes
it takes off your disguise
love is compromise
oh oh oh oh, compromise

i am me and you are you
whatever else might be true
we can agree with our eyes
leave behind all the old lies
here is space, now is time
no alibis
just compromise

there is ice and there is fire
whatever else we may desire
we can agree with our thighs
leave behind all the old lies
here is space, now is time
no alibis
just compromise

compromise
love is compromise
compromise
love is compromise
right before your eyes
it takes off your disguise
love is compromise
oh oh oh oh, compromise
oh oh oh oh, compromise
oh oh oh oh, compromise

in the moment

living in the moment always brings me ecstasy
trusting every moment is the ideal way for me
loving every moment can maintain my sanity
and when the vanity comes laugh at it and set it free

cuz the moment is all you can ever really see
if you want your fantasy to become reality
live in the moment unconditionally
cuz living in the moment is the best way to be



fuck the brains out of the one who turns you on
it doesn't really matter if tomorrow she is gone
cuz you will have another fantasy to yearn for by then
and if you find she's still around well do it again

and love every moment with all you can give
that is the best way to be and to live
don't let fear fool you into wasting time
love every moment and make your life rhyme

believe this is true today
because it is true everyday
believe this one thing i say
believe the right one will stay
in that moment that will never fade away

so love every moment you can if you will
the choice has always been yours, don't fear the thrill
living in the moment is the way to ecstasy
trusting every moment is the ideal way for me

loving every moment can maintain my sanity
and when the vanity comes laugh at it and set it free
cuz the moment is all you can ever really see
if you want your fantasy to become reality

live in the moment unconditionally
cuz living in the moment is the best way to be
love in the moment unconditionally
cuz loving in the moment is the best way to be

la la la

ride

my lips pressed against your shoulder
my hands curved around your waist
my body moving to the beat of your heart
what better way for the passion to start

i slip my hands a little further
down and around to where you feel
the magic of your love is pulsing
one press of your button and the love is so real

i can feel your body tremble spooned in mine
you can feel me growing into you
as our breathing reaches deeper into the night
there is only one thing left to do

ride the passion to the end of time
ride the magic into one more rhyme
ride the rhythm of the heartbeat song
faster and faster this is where we belong

ride the river of sweet sensation
ride the waves of sensual vibration
ride the rhythm of the heartbeat song
faster and faster how could this be wrong

ride the wonder of our love
feel it growing strong
ride the wonder of our love
this is where we belong

ride
ride
ride
ride
ride

what's it all about, alf?

an adult blog, me?... am i gonna fill it with words like fuck shit cocksucker tit and whatever else george used to say?... maybe lenny would help... chanelling?... we shall see... for now, maybe i'll just let a little horndog bark... love on the floor...

she was almost adorable
and i found myself
wanting to lick her lips
all over

i was undressing her all day
wondering what would happen
if work did not get in the way

then she touched me
light and casual but it moved me
i could tell she sensed it
as her energy passed through me
her smile asked for more
and i walked her to the door

then she touched me
soft and deliberate and it moved me
i could tell she liked it
as her smile sent shivers through me
her eyes asked for more
so we found an empty floor

then she touched me
firm and sensual and it moved me
i could tell it moved her too
as her eyes rolled she said do me
her hands reached for more
never stripped so fast before

light and color splashed before my eyes
bodies twisted glistening with passion
couldn't get close enough but kept trying
if i said she was good i'd be lying
she was so much better than that
fucking fantastic in fact
lips pressed hands all over
pull me pull me pull me closer

love on the seventeenth floor
hearts harmonizing like never before
love on the seventeenth floor
lust was becoming so much more
wanting more wanting more wanting more
love on the floor

oh how she touched me
wild and wonderful and how it moved me
i could tell she felt it too
felt her passion passing through me
bursting from the core
loving on the floor
lust becoming so much more
wanting more wanting more wanting more
love on the seventeenth floor

adult friend finder

or, for internet searching purposes, adult friendfinder (or AFF for that matter)... this blog begins inspired by my exploration of the adult friendfinder website (which i found a long time ago when i was a member of the friendfinder website, like ten years ago, which was G rated and i don't even know if it's still there at the moment), an x rated social networking website which does everything in it's power to get you to pay for sex, or at least the opportunity to read profiles and connect with others who supposedly want sex...

most of what i found there were people hiding behind profiles interested in little more than comment flirtation, idle titillation, cyber-sex, and other fff (fantasies from afar, fake friend finding, or some more vulgar anagrammatic silliness, you play with it and let me know what you come up with)... actual people interested in actual "friend finding" allusion in the site name might find it is more illusion than actuality, but then, there's always hope, which is why this blog, or at least this blog entry, is here...

if you were wise enough to notice my repeated mentions of blogspot and came here to search for friendalover, then here we are... friend a lover, get it, i want a lover who won't drive me crazy (mentally or emotionally) while driving me well beyond crazy in bed (or wherever we happen to be sharing our passions)... in other words, i want to friend and lover... a lover who is a friend... possible?... anything is possible...

even magic :)

whether i return to continue this blog (and whatever this blog may become) may be seen in time, but for now it is here to let you find me, not the censored must pay to meet me AFF me, but the me you can meet through uncensored public comments, through private email at candor AT bellsouth DOT net, or by calling 407-325-1482...

if you have not read my blog at AFF to see what i am looking for, then read on here and eventually you will know... if you do not want to read to see what i am looking for (or just don't care), then you are probably not what i am looking for... the first thing i am looking for is a friend, someone who cares to know me, someone who wants me to know her, someone who will make the time, share the time to do that... i shall return when i have the time and...

we shall see where this goes together :)