Touch You There

you like when I touch you there
you feel good when I touch you there
that is why I touch you there
I want you to feel good
you want to feel good
that's why I touch you there

I feel you tremble
I feel you press against my hand
insert my fingers
your eyes tell me you understand
you want to feel good
you want me to touch you there
I want you to feel good
that is why I touch you there

I hear you gasping
your body stiffens with each touch
your senses pulsing
you never wanted a touch so much
I never wanted to touch so much
it feels so good
euphoria shared
it feels so good
that is why I touch you there

let the music take you now
to where no one's gone before
let our fingers show us how
to feel so good there is no more

so aware
beyond prayer
beyond compare
everything we share
is everything
when I touch you there
so much care
that is why I touch you there

connected

You must be connected to be attractive to me you must be aware of everything so open and free that nothing could ever kill your ecstacy no matter how down you get there is still deeper sea and be as comfortable with yourself as you are with me and follow all the links like kisses from the stars that find you where you are and raise you higher than you've ever been before and all you know is youare free and you want more and more and more and always more.

Sitting naked on the floor
with your back against the door
exposed as anyone can be
just for you and me

ready to live, ready to die
because we found each other
there is nothing more to do
than share everything
as if everything is new
just for me and you

So Serious

Sometimes I get so serious it hurts. Sometimes I get so sensitive it hurts even more. I feel the whole world aching to be safe and secure, to be comfortable and free, to be able to survive. If you want to share a bed with me, you must understand you may never understand the way I see and feel and still you must accept me as I am and believe. If you doubt me I will know and the attraction will fade in an instant (though it might be prolonged by loneliness if you are a libido fantasy and will accept the simple physical connection).

If you want more, you've got to have faith in me. You must actualize unconditional trust. I do. If that trust is violated we must lay ourselves open, naked, and bare our souls and psyches to each other if there is any hope of continuing to be as close as two can be. I will live the fairy tale with you, I will live our mutual dreams, I will give you everything I am and reach for everything you want and that is all I ask from you.

When trust is unconditional we can find ourselves laughing or crying at anything and the key to our success together will be how many ways we see eye to eye in our laughter and our tears. Anyone can love unconditionally, rare is the one who can trust unconditionally. It is too serious for most.

The Physical

There is a website I created long ago dedicated to my Libido. It is called Libboland and explains, giving examples of famous people, what turns my libido on. There is a page for each of the five senses, but the visual libido is the most dominant aspect of my sensual psyche so there are people listed (and the specific attributes each possess) that inspire the greatest sensual desire in me. If you want to be my lover, looking like those on the Libbo Eyes page would get you an interview (if you are not laughing, your sense of humor would likely get you no more than a one night stand... if you are still not laughing, you might not even get that). The physical is transient, temporary, but oh so vital to be my lover.

So yes, sense of humor is as important as anything for me when it comes to physical attraction and sharing bodies. Intelligence is as important (and goes hand in hand with sense of humor if you are intelligent enough to understand the ways of the brain and psyche). Understanding each other is at the core of any attraction for me. Kindness, altruism, and the ability to actualize unconditional love and unconditional trust are powerful attractors. You can read through my old BIOS for more insight (the site is a snapshot in words of "me" that is almost twenty years old).

On a purely physical level, faces grab my libido's attantion first. Eyes and lips dominate, but noses and the overall face can melt or repel me. It is instinctive and not always simple to describe why. Petite fit bodies appeal to my libido most. Fat and flabby bodies repulse my libido. Maybe it's a primal instinct, maybe it is just my libido. Let's not judge, for judgmental perspectives and attitudes are repulsive to my libido. Acceptance of each other as we are and accepting attractions and preferences as they are is essential to getting respect for me. Respect is essential to move past a momentary liason or even to get one.

In any case, if you look like one of these people in the photos below, you are welcome (and encouraged) to come and knock on my door as a potential lover. See through Libbo Eyes (linked above) for other looks also welcome (and understand if you want to stay) :)

sensuality

is it luck or fate or do you really know
how much deeply sensual beauty you show
are you consciously aware of how you got there
or is it just going with the flow
are you just going with the flow?

sensuality
is so much more than we see
but we all know visually
how someone can be
unapproachably
casual and free

when you look at me
there is no denying what you see
as you hunger viscerally
for someone who can be
irresistibly
sensuality

take my hand and touch your promised land
let your fantasy go where it will
no one else needs to understand
if it is just the thrill
is is more than just the thrill

hold me close and feel your self unfold
let your body sweep your mind away
forget everything else you've been told
you have found all you need today
sensuality today

let your sensuality
come out to play

sensuality
is so much more than we see
but we all know visually
how someone can be
unapproachably
casual and free

when you look at me
there is no denying what you see
as you hunger viscerally
for someone who can be
irresistibly
sensuality

roll with the flow
roll with the flow
roll with the flow
maybe you know

but even if you know
roll with the flow
roll with the flow
let yourself go

feeling

feelings should not be secrets, and yet, that is how most treat them when they find them, keeping them hidden away... if you are hidden away, you don't share much so we won't share much... that is a sad feeling for me as sharing is what life is all about so not sharing wastes life... sometimes you can see that awareness in someone's eyes and movements, though visual confirmation is not enough and remains remote sensing, or illusion until more contact is shared... for instance, i sense this knowledge of sharing in, for example, mila kunis... mila jovovich... several others as well...

it is much more than an awareness of the physical body, though sensuality is an essential aspect of being able to share... most people are afraid of the body, their own and others, neglecting and losing touch with it more and more (some never let themselves feel their own body even before the fear and repressions are learned, some never link the sensuality awareness with the consciousness because it is such a cultural taboo)... that is a sad feeling for me for sensuality is what life is about so not being consciously aware of your own sensuality wastes the body, the life...

and personally...

for me, the conscious awareness was clear in early childhood... and still, fear keeps others away... and hope for someone who can overcome their fear diminishes a little more every day...

and that is a very sad feeling for me...

same old silence

i am looking for a lover who won't drive me crazy
and a lover who will not try to change me
i am looking for a friend who is not afraid of sex
and can satisfy a body without wanting to be
the beginning and end of my world
can you just be satisfied getting your toes curled
i am looking for a lover who knows that love is free
a lover who can share free love with me

i do not want to use or abuse
or put anyone one down
i don't need the delusions or lies or fears
that have plagued humanity for so many years

i do not want the guilt or the shame
there is no one to blame
because there is nothing wrong with sharing
physical love with someone caring

can you love without the fear?
can you let go of religious persecution?
can you live without the lies?
can you find your way out of the delusions?

can you live in the moment and know this is all there is?
i am looking for a love who knows how to live and let live

i am looking for a lover who won't try to cage me
a lover who will not try to judge or change me
i am looking for a friend who is not afraid of sex
and can satisfy a body without wanting needing permission
or any other arbitrary tradition or conditions
can you just be satisfied reaching sensual fruition
i am looking for a lover who knows that love is free
a lover who can share free love with me

and i hear the same old silence
maybe even an old gasp
from the frightened hooked on violence
living lies and rushing past
all the lonely and deluded
sold the ancient ignorance
so afraid of looking foolish
that they never join the dance
hiding behind their walls
pretending to ignore natures calls
don't ask don't tell
i don't buy what they sell

i do not want to use or abuse
or put anyone one down
i don't need the delusions or lies or fears
that have plagued humanity for so many years

i do not want the guilt or the shame
there is no one to blame
because there is nothing wrong with sharing
physical love with someone caring

can you love without the fear?
can you let go of religious persecution?
can you live without the lies?
can you find your way out of the delusions?

can you live in the moment and know this is all there is?
i am looking for a love who knows how to live and let live

i am looking for a lover who will love honestly
a lover who let go of corrupted morality
i am looking for a friend who unafraid of the body
and can share passion and embrace ecstasy
when love is unconditional
that's when it is beautiful
i am looking for a lover who knows that love is free
a lover who can share free love with me